💌 #4 Between Screens and Heart❤️

On some days, you just feel like floating on air. The distance practically vanishes as our chats flow effortlessly, the calls are filled with laughing. However, there are instances when the weight of quiet surpasses even the physical distance between us. There are days when I sit here and worry that something is amiss while I wait for a communication that seems to be taking longer than normal to come. That is the nature of long-distance love. Life is full of ups and downs, and finding that sweet spot between the two can be challenging at times.

That he lives a life apart from mine happens to me from time to time. Separate realities, distinct schedules, and time zones. On occasion, I feel the need to speak, but he is sound sleeping. Sometimes he tries to tell me something, but I'm too preoccupied with my studies or my job to listen. Distance, in those instances, is not merely a spatial concept. Proper timing is also crucial. However, our hearts always find a way to remain connected, even when our clocks don't align.

Additionally, there have been minor misunderstandings. An unintentionally chilly message, a delayed response, or a missed call. When two people are in a healthy relationship, you can read their expressions just by looking into their eyes. As soon as words fail, you can embrace them. But when communicating via screen, all you have are words—and words aren't always enough. When I misread what he said, I went into a deep depression for hours. When we did eventually have a conversation, he whispered something like, "Please don't overthink, I didn't mean it that way." It also dawned on me how readily physical separation may manipulate emotions.

Whatever the case may be, we always manage to get back together after an incident like that. As a group, we communicate, clarify, forgive, and develop. That is the glue that holds our bond together. Despite its flaws, it tells the truth. The importance of effective communication has been emphasized. Unless it is present, the distance will prevail. But we keep our connection alive by communicating, listening, and seeking mutual understanding.

Some days I miss him more than words can express, and it hurts like hell. He has a way with words that I long for, whether it's his chuckle or the way he calls my name. Looking at our conversation history makes me feel closer to him. As I go through past texts, I can't help but smile at the humor, the kind words, and the simple things that were said. Seeing his face on my phone screen makes me feel as though he is still with me, even if only in my mind.

He constantly tells me to be patient and strong. He confidently states, "We're doing great, and soon, the distance will end." I find solace in such words. Seeing them makes me remember the reasons I have faith in this relationship. Every difficulty we're currently experiencing is really a warm-up for our January meeting. We learn to cling more tightly, trust more deeply, and love more unconditionally through every challenging experience.

When I close my eyes, I sometimes fantasize about the day we can finally have a face-to-face conversation, free from the barrier of the screen. Real laughter and eye contact, without any lag or video call delay. The waiting and longing would have been worthwhile if I could just see myself walking side by side with him, his voice echoing in my ears. On the days when I feel particularly alone, that picture keeps me going.

Loving someone while physically apart is a genuine experience. It teaches you the meaning of faith, perseverance, and hard work in love. It adds depth to every "good morning" or "good night" message. Every time you say "I miss you," it hits you harder. Simply said, there is a vow in there somewhere—a vow to keep picking each other, no matter how difficult it gets.

The connection between our hearts and screens is real, and it's growing. There is a tiny bridge linking our worlds with every message we send, call we exchange, and waiting moment. And those connections will bring us together in due time. Until then, I shall cling on, for love finds a way to reach me no matter how far away.